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Belizean Women Poets
Edited
by Gay Wilentz
Mary
Castillo
BIG MISTAKE
March
14th, 1795
Dorsetshire
Hill, mainland St. Vincent
Joseph
Chatoyer, a brave Carib warrior
For
his Garifuna People
In
fierce battle, lost his life
His
descendants were deported
But
some were slaughtered
At
Balliceaux, near to Bequia
Those
who stayed
At
mother St. Vincent
Lost
all they got, from their ancestors
To
the deporters glory
Now
we the descendants
Of
the deported Garifuna
Brought
all we got, from our ancestors of
Our
Garifuna culture!
But,
oh how sad, it is now
It's
slowly slipping from our lifestyle
But
this is a big mistake
A
very big mistake
We
now eat breakfast with oats,
Corn
flakes and custard
Instead
of Letu, Gurentu and Sahou
These
are big mistakes
Very
big mistakes
Look
at our dances and clothing
Food
and music
Rituals
and crafts
But
especially our language
Which
we are leaving
These
are big mistakes
Very
big mistakes
So,
Garifuna brothers
Before
you leave
Our
Garifuna culture,
Think
of Chatoyer
Duvalle
and Beni
But
also Ramos
They've
all helped us along
And
that's NO MISTAKE
We
want NO MISTAKE
Cause
we are free
And
Garifuna too
Wabaru
wa guwon
Mefecha
guwa wama
Garinague
wagia
Gumuguwa
dan
Carol
Fonseca
Creole Woman
An
earth goddess she stands,
Blue
enamel pot spoon in hand;
Glowing
embers from the firehearth,
Outlining
the very essence of her worth;
Sweat,
toil, grief and betrayal,
All
seeming so habitual.
Bosom
heaving, sweat pouring,
Rice
and beans stirring, pigtail bobbing;
She
whispers into nothingness,
Anansi
eyes displaying cunningness;
The
sadness of her own being.
The
burning bitterness of,
Hazy
smoke swallowing her up,
Belching
her out,
Finding
no answers,
Uncovering
no truths,
Continuously
searching,
To
uncover the truth.
Hibiscus
leaves falling,
Manatees
dying,
Young
girls disappearing;
Deep
soul searching,
Questions
asking,
Ancestors
answering;
Drums
beating,
Boom
and Chime playing.
Outstretched
arms towards the sun,
Rising
like the phoenix,
Soaring
to celestial heights,
Beckoning
one and all,
As
she proudly proclaims,
I
am the daughter of a Creole woman!
Ingrid
Vernon
SPIRITS INFLAME
IN THE NAME OF GOD
En
el nombre de Dios?
In
the name of God she says?
What
the hell does she know!
Is
this some sort of maniacal game she plays?
You
walk in and make the sign of the cross
While
the woman with beady chains sits across from you
And
tries to read all your thoughts.
She
lights the candles, she says a prayer
She
offers her hands to the sky hoping the spirit would
hear
We
sit in the dark while candlelight plays with visions in
our
head
She
sits calmly and waits for you to be calm and as still as
the
dead.
Here
begins the Awakening.
She
opens her hundred year-old book and utters some
words
You
strain your ears to hear, but everything sounds so . . .
absurd.
She
rubs oil in the palm of her wrinkled hands then rubs
some
on you
She
puts her hand in yours and tells you what next to do.
She
says to tell her of all your aches and pains
Meanwhile,
she kneels at the alter while you state your
complaints.
Again,
she mutters another few words and looks at La
Virgen
Maria
You
sit in the chair, and say, "I do hope you can help, Madre
Mia."
She
tightens a hand around the rosary beads and stretches
out
the other
Your
aches and pains become the sacrifices to the Holy
Mother.
Suddenly,
she begins to vibrate uncontrollably. The spirit
has
arrived.
After
a few seconds, the vibrations subside.
The
spirit is gone.
You
sit there and think now youíll be good as new
The
spirit has taken whatever it was that was ailing you.
But,
wait. It is not that simple.
You
can't leave and not taste the woman's delectable
brew.
After
all, she prepares it especially for you.
A potion
of herbs and spices and all that isn't nice
Is
what she gives you to drink
But,
don't dare open the bottle and smell it -- the damn
thing
stinks!
Of
what? God only knows.
But,
if you don't want to dig your own grave,
You
must do as youíre told.
She
becomes the Master and you become the Slave.
Here
ends the tale of the Spirits Inflamed.
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